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xstiletto
11 September 2011 @ 07:12 pm
I'm feeling a little ambitious
A little frustrated
Certainly a little stuck, but not in a bad way,
Necessarily.

It's the kind of little squeeze that fosters growth -

Greenville's nice in the evenings: quiet
And small. But in the day time I'm hard-boiled;
I want Bigger! I want Better!

I miss the city.

I miss public transit and walking. I miss homeless people.

Dirty streets.

I miss the noise, the sound and stink of traffic I won't
Dare step out in front of
Rushing by. I miss it.

Even though I love the sounds of here. Of home. Of summer.
The subtle groan of a sleeping beagle on the couch.
The whistle of a tea kettle. The faint sound of a june
bug's wings, fluttering off into the sunshine.

But I want Amsterdam, and I want it now.
I want dikes and bicycles, coffeeshops and crooked buildings.
I want tulips and Delft, stroopwaffels and tall, tall friends.
I miss the dirty streets.

It's no wonder he thinks I'm crazy.
 
 
xstiletto
11 July 2011 @ 01:10 am
Wow, I really want to lose 10 lbs.

Bad.

I'm - what - 129 right now? Disgusting. I should be 110. I would be happy with 115, but 129? Ugh. Absolutely nauseating. Fourteen pounds above the absolute max weight I should be. Ugh.

Well, it's not like I don't know what to do. Ten pounds to start. Two a week. So five weeks. A month and a week.

Clearly this is an unacceptable weight for a bride (d'uh).

Oh yeah, I'mma be a bride...
 
 
xstiletto
08 July 2011 @ 11:26 pm
Well, this sucks..

Hopefully he'll be in a better mood tomorrow morning.
 
 
xstiletto
21 March 2011 @ 01:16 pm
Donc, je suis avec mon nouveau petit ami maintenant. Son nom est André. Nous sommes voir ma famille à Boulder. Le temps est parfait. C'est comme le paradis là en ce moment.
 
 
xstiletto
21 January 2010 @ 04:30 pm
What gives you joy, on a daily?

What activities do you engage in that make you lose track of time (in a good way)?

What makes you happy?

What are you doing with your life?
 
 
 
xstiletto
15 November 2009 @ 09:02 pm
Ho shit!

My credit limit just, like, doubled over the weekend.


This is dangerous. o_o